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Happy New Year. For me.


I had a very nice birthday surprise party from PREV32IOR :) Thank you very much, guys <3 But still, I didn't really have a "good" start this year. Had a fight. Got tired with all the exams and everything.


But, I'm just so sure that the year ahead is about to be fantastic. And I got to go full speed ahead and to never look back to the bad things that's making me sad only by remembering it.


Like I've said before, everything's changing. And the changes go continuously. Maybe the person you know is just not the person you thought they were anymore. Maybe the life you're living is not the right choice anymore. Maybe some things got to change. Even the hardest rock can't stand still against time while the clock's still ticking. Some part of them will turn in to dust, blown by the wind, and disappear. And no one will even care. 


Everyone felt left behind sometimes. Like you're the last one to know about something. It hurts, I know, and at first you might be strong enough to just hold back your feelings, but you are getting more tired from time to time. And maybe, you just can't hide it anymore. You're mad, you don't know what to do, but you know you have to do something to change things even more. To change this into something that will give you happiness, that will give you no regret. 


But life is a competition. You got to be strong to win. Be tough :)

Taken from Marsya's 


When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Lomography

Right so.... em.... since i was in the 7th grade, i'm in love with lomography.... but would never buy me one... sooooooo i'll show just you the types of the cameras and the photo results:


1. Lomography Supersampler.





2. Lomography Holga





3. Lomography Aquapix Underwater


    


4. Lomography Diana


    


5. Lomography Colorsplash


   


6. Lomography Action Sampler



    


7. Lomography Oktomat


  




these are only few of the supah fun cameras by Lomography... he he he he he he 

Seven Day Mile - The Frames

Rules
1.Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
=> In To You - Adhitia Sofyan

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
=> Beautiful - Elvis Costello *\^^/*

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
=> I'm Afraid of Losing You - ARTTM

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
=> Distance - Karsh Kale

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
=> This = Love - The Script

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
=> Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
=> The Water - KOC ft. Feist

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
=> Music Is Through - Jamie Cullum

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
=> A Thousand Miles - Vannessa Carlton

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
=> Not While I'm Around - Jamie Cullum

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
=> Deadly Storm Lightning Thunder - Adhitia Sofyan

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
=> Make It Mine - Jason Mraz

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
=> If You See Kay - The Script (HAHAH IF U C K)

14. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
=> Singin' In The Rain - Jamie Cullum

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
=> No Air - Glee Casts

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
=> Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
=> Cry Me Out - Pixie Lott (sedih amat-_-)

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
=> Vegas - All Time Low (wth)

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
=> Keep Holding On - Glee Casts (?)

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
=> How To Save A Life - The Fray

21. WHATS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
=> Invisible - Adhitia Sofyan

22. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
=> On The Same Side - James Morrison

23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
=> Better Together - Jack Johnson (........)

24. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
=> Mrs. Cold - KOC

25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
=> I'll Stand By You - Glee Casts

26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
=> Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap

27. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
=> We Cry - The Script (finally something matches.....)

28. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
=> Ordinary People - John Legend

29. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
=> Sick Little Games - All Time Low

30. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
=> You And I - Wilco ft. Feist (omg...)

31. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
=> Seven Day Mile - The Frames

pengen nonton Forrest Gump blm kesampean juga... kayaknya keren filmnya.. nih posternya

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I'm like a spooonge right now.. Absorping everythinggg. Maybe I need a lot to learn._. Huah I love this life. I mean, I'm starting to love it again :)

Hehehe feeling poetic tonight..

Jadi, beberapa waktu ini gue belajar, gue mulai ngerti kalo gue gak seharusnya melakukan kebaikan dengan harapan balasan dari orang itu. Gue harusnya ikhlas aja. Walaupun dia ngelakuin hal buruk ke gue, I'll be fine kalo gue ikhlas. Dan gue akui gue salah selama ini. Gue belum tulus.

Terus, gue juga belajar, sabar itu banyak gunanya. Org2 yg ngerti posisi gue akan bilang 'lo udh gila? Lo ga capek sabar terus?'. Well, call me crazy, tp gue dpt hikmah dr kesabaran gue. Gue seneng skrg, apa yg pernah ilang mulai balik lg ke gue, bahkan gue dpt tambahan. Jd gue ngerasa untuk blg sabar ke org2 yg punya kesulitan itu bukan hal yang salah. Lo emg cm butuh sabar, mungkin susah tp lo bisa kalo lo yakin. Gimana lo tau kalo lo belom nyoba?

Ketiga, gue baru sadar kalo masih ada yg peduli sm gue. Ada org2 lain. Dan gue juga mau jd org2 lain itu. Org2 yg peduli sm temennya. Makanya gue gak segan2 bilang 'crt aja kl knp2' karena gue emg bakal dengerin semuanya, karena mereka jg udah peduliin gue. Mungkin itu bentuk terimakasih dari gue.

Keempat, belajar buat memaafkan. Mungkin susah, emang gaada yg gampang di dunia ini. Tp dengan lo maafin org2 yg bikin salah sama lo, lo jd bs tau kyk gimana rasanya kalo jd mereka. Walaupun kadang2 lo gak abis pikir knp mereka bisa ngelakuin hal kayak gitu ke elo. Dan pasti susah buat percaya lg sm mereka, tp kalo lo yakin (dan mereka emg niat) bahwa mereka akan berubah dan lo gak lupa buat berdoa, mereka insyaAllah akan berubah kok. Kadang lo jg perlu ngingetin mereka. Tp kita butuh org lain kan. Bs aja mereka butuh elo?

Hehehe udh ah capek mellow amat.. Dadah :*

okay.

1. so, lately, i found out that people aren't 'okay' like what i thought before. they're exactly like me. pretending, acting, hiding everything inside them. because they just knew, what will happen if there's a little leak in their wall. it happens to me, happens to everyone. and i give people with strength to be honest a standing ovation. because i'm a coward. i am. and i never understand why would people salute me for my ability to hide things. what's so cool about being fake?


2. time heals. you'll say that you're 'okay' some times after something bad happens. even though you said your heartache won't heal, but it does. you'll gain more memories and you'll erase some you don't want. yeah, it might sound too simple, but that's what happened to me, i had fun and... bam! i'm happy now.. i'm happy again..


3. what i mean 'okay' here is not like 'umm.. okay...' but it's more like 'okay, i'm good' it might not be easy, because sometimes your ego controls you, but i learnt a lot of things, a lot of things about forgiving, about time, about ego-controlling, about mind stating, and nothing is wrong about trying. 


4. no secret should be hid in a relationship. lies won't help. trust me.

1. ryt. maybe for some ppl, you wud see me as a pretender. well yeah, i always pretend that nothing happened. but inside me there's a scar that won't heal because of you which cannot be hidden, and i would never ever be friends with you again, like i never did before.

2. if you miss him, tell me, i wudn't hate u this much. but all you did is telling ppl about a common things done by youngsters like us. i saw ppl did smthn worse than what me and my boy did, and u know it, but why do you have to blame us? like we are full of sins. look at yourself, i would've dig my own grave if i were you.

3. i hate you. fuck off t(-_-t)

watch this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBrlYtV60GA. the embed code is disabled by Michael Buble's channel. right lemme tellya

the song title is "Hollywood" and i like this song because the song is so catchy that you would like it the first time you heard it. and what i wanna show you in that video is the first celebrity he impersonates, it was Justin Bieber and it is super funny! he even threw his bangs the way JB does and he danced with his feets in Justin's hoodies! that was hilarious and i watched that video over and over because i can't stop laughing hahahahha. and the lyrics in that part was:

could you be a teenage idol

could you be a movie star

when i turn on my tv

will you smile and wave at me

telling Oprah who you are

HHAAHAHAHAHAHA LOLLLLLL THAT'S SO JUSTIN BIEBER!!! i adoooooore buble!!! he's super cool. nobody ever came out in that idea ryt????? it's a must watch!! watch!!!!!