I'm sorry I haven't been able to show you how much you mean to me. I'm sorry I haven't been able to make you trust me. I'm sorry I was stupid. I would never let anyone down, especially you. I'm willing to change for the better. I wish you could see it in me. I wish you could understand.

I don't know how to explain and describe how I feel about you. All I know is that I want you in my life. And I don't know if i would ever get a chance to tell you everything you always wanted to know, but I want you.