the 1.5th family.

I have never felt anything like this before. It's like losing a family you never had. I love love love them all. I hate to say that from now on we are walking in different paths. Unlike what we've done for the past 3 months.

It has been a very very very emotional 3 months. I thought being so serious and panicking in every meeting might not give us anything related to 'friendship' or maybe I could call this a family?a friend you'll always have in any circumstances. A friend who always has a big big space inside your heart.

They are the guys I spent my times with. Without them, honestly, I would not know where to go. They are the 40 people I always ran into. They are the place I learned how to live with, how to enjoy life. And these are a group of people who gives me the experience of loving and caring about other people and how it could affect them.

This post might sound really cliche, but you'll never know till you felt it yourself

I have never regretted anything I've done when it comes to my decision in joining this lovely event. Even  though a part of me thought that this was so tiring, that sometimes I just wanna stop and quit. But the other part of me never wanted to leave this precious little family of mine.

I can still recall the looks and the voices of these awesome people when they are showing everything they got inside them, to prove that they're different, that they can make a change. Well for me, you guys have brought the 'change' in me. I'll never thank you guys enough. I love you guys so much, I hope you guys will always feel home when we are together, because I do.

Good luck for anything you are doing, you're going to do great! I love you guys.

I'd love to go back here again.

I miss the atmosphere of United Kingdom. I miss the summer atmosphere especially. How I got home just after the sun sets, by 9pm. And how I never get the chance to wake up before it rises. I miss the ravens flying around Blackbird Leys. And how afraid I was walking down the street at night. I miss bus number 5 that'll be taking me from Blackbird Leys -  City Centre - Blackbird Leys. I miss England :'

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.... haaaaaaaaaaah *breathing*

Bisa dibilang minggu ini adalah minggu paling emosional bagi sahabat-sahabat gue. The things they do were very very very brave. Bahkan gue ga berani buat ngelakuin hal yang sama. Mereka confess sama orang-orang yang selama ini punya hal yang gabisa mereka ucapin. Contohnya pada crush mereka atau musuh mereka. 

Simple, mereka cuma bilang apa yang selama ini mereka rasain. Tapi butuh nyali yang besar. Dan gue gapunya itu. Pengecut banget kan? Emang.

Mereka bilang mereka lega banget udah nyelesein semuanya. Gaada beban. Gue berharap banget bisa kyk gitu. Pengen banget gaada beban. Tp bahkan gue gatau harus jujur ke mana lagi.


Minggu ini gue belajar bahwa lo gak selalu harus tau semuanya dan hal itu remain unspoken. Karena mungkin hal itu bisa bikin lo kecewa yang berat banget, atau at least nyesel pernah pengen tau.


Selain itu, everything happens for a reason. BUT KENAPA OH KENAPA PIA TOSCANO KELUAAAAAAAAAAARRRR T___________T mati. dadah.

15

Happy New Year. For me.


I had a very nice birthday surprise party from PREV32IOR :) Thank you very much, guys <3 But still, I didn't really have a "good" start this year. Had a fight. Got tired with all the exams and everything.


But, I'm just so sure that the year ahead is about to be fantastic. And I got to go full speed ahead and to never look back to the bad things that's making me sad only by remembering it.


Like I've said before, everything's changing. And the changes go continuously. Maybe the person you know is just not the person you thought they were anymore. Maybe the life you're living is not the right choice anymore. Maybe some things got to change. Even the hardest rock can't stand still against time while the clock's still ticking. Some part of them will turn in to dust, blown by the wind, and disappear. And no one will even care. 


Everyone felt left behind sometimes. Like you're the last one to know about something. It hurts, I know, and at first you might be strong enough to just hold back your feelings, but you are getting more tired from time to time. And maybe, you just can't hide it anymore. You're mad, you don't know what to do, but you know you have to do something to change things even more. To change this into something that will give you happiness, that will give you no regret. 


But life is a competition. You got to be strong to win. Be tough :)

Taken from Marsya's 


When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Lomography

Right so.... em.... since i was in the 7th grade, i'm in love with lomography.... but would never buy me one... sooooooo i'll show just you the types of the cameras and the photo results:


1. Lomography Supersampler.





2. Lomography Holga





3. Lomography Aquapix Underwater


    


4. Lomography Diana


    


5. Lomography Colorsplash


   


6. Lomography Action Sampler



    


7. Lomography Oktomat


  




these are only few of the supah fun cameras by Lomography... he he he he he he