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Happy New Year. For me.


I had a very nice birthday surprise party from PREV32IOR :) Thank you very much, guys <3 But still, I didn't really have a "good" start this year. Had a fight. Got tired with all the exams and everything.


But, I'm just so sure that the year ahead is about to be fantastic. And I got to go full speed ahead and to never look back to the bad things that's making me sad only by remembering it.


Like I've said before, everything's changing. And the changes go continuously. Maybe the person you know is just not the person you thought they were anymore. Maybe the life you're living is not the right choice anymore. Maybe some things got to change. Even the hardest rock can't stand still against time while the clock's still ticking. Some part of them will turn in to dust, blown by the wind, and disappear. And no one will even care. 


Everyone felt left behind sometimes. Like you're the last one to know about something. It hurts, I know, and at first you might be strong enough to just hold back your feelings, but you are getting more tired from time to time. And maybe, you just can't hide it anymore. You're mad, you don't know what to do, but you know you have to do something to change things even more. To change this into something that will give you happiness, that will give you no regret. 


But life is a competition. You got to be strong to win. Be tough :)

Taken from Marsya's 


When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.