the 1.5th family.

I have never felt anything like this before. It's like losing a family you never had. I love love love them all. I hate to say that from now on we are walking in different paths. Unlike what we've done for the past 3 months.

It has been a very very very emotional 3 months. I thought being so serious and panicking in every meeting might not give us anything related to 'friendship' or maybe I could call this a family?a friend you'll always have in any circumstances. A friend who always has a big big space inside your heart.

They are the guys I spent my times with. Without them, honestly, I would not know where to go. They are the 40 people I always ran into. They are the place I learned how to live with, how to enjoy life. And these are a group of people who gives me the experience of loving and caring about other people and how it could affect them.

This post might sound really cliche, but you'll never know till you felt it yourself

I have never regretted anything I've done when it comes to my decision in joining this lovely event. Even  though a part of me thought that this was so tiring, that sometimes I just wanna stop and quit. But the other part of me never wanted to leave this precious little family of mine.

I can still recall the looks and the voices of these awesome people when they are showing everything they got inside them, to prove that they're different, that they can make a change. Well for me, you guys have brought the 'change' in me. I'll never thank you guys enough. I love you guys so much, I hope you guys will always feel home when we are together, because I do.

Good luck for anything you are doing, you're going to do great! I love you guys.

I'd love to go back here again.

I miss the atmosphere of United Kingdom. I miss the summer atmosphere especially. How I got home just after the sun sets, by 9pm. And how I never get the chance to wake up before it rises. I miss the ravens flying around Blackbird Leys. And how afraid I was walking down the street at night. I miss bus number 5 that'll be taking me from Blackbird Leys -  City Centre - Blackbird Leys. I miss England :'