Sometimes I wish I never met you, so I wouldn't have to hurt you or see you cry.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction, you make everything so clear.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you
Cause you take me to the places, that alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
 

I'd rather die alone than to ever be with someone other than you.

If I have to describe how much it hurts knowing that you weren't that sure anymore, I can only describe it with the tears running down my face. Will I ever be strong enough to see you leave? I won't, because you should never leave.

If my heart could be described, it is shattered. But despite the broken pieces, the light inside it will never go off.

I just don't care anymore. I can shed as many tears as I want to but the only thing in my mind is, how are you doing? Have you gained your feelings back? Have you found what you're looking for? Are you still sad? Have you stopped hating yourself?

I believe in us and I always will believe in you.

They're probably right. People don't realize how much something worth until they lost it.

Like dreams.

Some people don't dream about anything. They're going wherever their feet took them. Sounds like a lot of fun, right? But that doesn't happen to me. I have my dreams. WE have our dreams.

I might sound rather stupid and irrational when it comes to my dreams. People won't believe of how strong our willing is. How strong is the bond between us. They thought I'm wasting my time, I'm taking away my precious little time. But I don't think so.

This might be too early to think about stuff like "How would you spend your entire life?", "Who are you going to spend it with?". I'm still young, I know. But do hearts lie?

Discovering a life partner might not be so easy. It takes time as much as it takes hearts. I believe I've found mine, though. The guy I'd marry one day in the future.

Even when mommy and daddy don't believe so, my heart still does. Never have I found somebody whose heart makes the greatest home for others, me, Deedee, Ravi, Ray, and Azalea.

Remember dude, you're tough, and our dreams are just waiting to come true.

I never knew 4 months could turn a stranger into a treasure.