okay.

1. so, lately, i found out that people aren't 'okay' like what i thought before. they're exactly like me. pretending, acting, hiding everything inside them. because they just knew, what will happen if there's a little leak in their wall. it happens to me, happens to everyone. and i give people with strength to be honest a standing ovation. because i'm a coward. i am. and i never understand why would people salute me for my ability to hide things. what's so cool about being fake?


2. time heals. you'll say that you're 'okay' some times after something bad happens. even though you said your heartache won't heal, but it does. you'll gain more memories and you'll erase some you don't want. yeah, it might sound too simple, but that's what happened to me, i had fun and... bam! i'm happy now.. i'm happy again..


3. what i mean 'okay' here is not like 'umm.. okay...' but it's more like 'okay, i'm good' it might not be easy, because sometimes your ego controls you, but i learnt a lot of things, a lot of things about forgiving, about time, about ego-controlling, about mind stating, and nothing is wrong about trying. 


4. no secret should be hid in a relationship. lies won't help. trust me.